Monday, August 2, 2010

Prayers please....

I have done this a couple times before but Jordan has an interview tomorrow at the prison and I hope he gets the job. He hasn't had a job since October 31 2009 (EAS date) and it's just getting ridiculous. Being on unemployment sucks. He says he feels like a leech. So hopefully hell get this job and we'll be able to move into a bigger house in time for the new baby. We may even move out of the place we live now and move in with Jordan's dad for a couple months just to save up money.

And can you say prayers for my stepdad? he was officially diagnosed with bone and bone marrow cancer. He has to go to Lexington for cyberknife radiation treatments which, from the research I've done, are amazing. I'm not sure how I feel about this right now. It sucks to know that his time on Earth is limited but I don't want him to suffer in the mean time.

And say a little prayer for my marriage. Jordan and I got into an EPIC fight today. It was awful. My throat is sore from screaming and my eyes hurt from crying. We're better now but it was a doozy. I know I hardly talk about our marriage on here, mainly because he doesn't want me to. He doesn't think random strangers need to know our business. But we've been having a bit of a communication breakdown, mainly on my end. I hardly express my feelings to him sometimes and he just wants me to be open. So I'm working on that. And leaving everything else up to the Lord. Because I know I can't control it.

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Geez Louise♥ said...

Lady, my prayers are with you and yours. God is in control and his plan we do not know, but we can trust in. Keep the chin up lady!
Love Love Love to you.

Kendra said...

Many prayers and thoughts to you, everything will be ok. If you need to talk I'm always here