Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

My body. This picture was taken on New Year's eve and I hate it. It's supposed to motivate me to eat better and exercise. I hate how wide I look. Believe it or not, but I'm the biggest out of all of my sisters. I hate my love handles, I hate the indentation between them and my hips. I hate how big my hips are, I hate my stretch marks, I hate my flabby, saggy skin. I could go on. I know I have the excuse that I just had a baby 2 months ago but I feel like I could look better. I have slipped up several times and have had pop and other sweets. It's so hard to break the habit of buying them and having them in the house. Yesterday I made 2 dozen cupcakes and there are only 10 left. Not all of them were eaten by me, Jordan had a heavy hand in it too but he's skinny as a rail and actually wants to put weight on. So yeah, my body is my biggest insecurity.

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Geez Louise♥ said...

I feel you! But you are gorgeous lady, completely gorgeous!!!! And I havent had the chance to tell you CONGRATS on the new baby!!! How is Rosslyn adjusting?

It's not unusual to be loved by anyone said...

Oh girl...sorry that you're feeling this way. I don't look very different and i have NO kids. I love food and i am only able to lose weight by doing more sports...but i hate sports. So it's very hard for me to be back in shape......gosh life is so annoying sometimes..lol.