Tuesday, January 18, 2011
My body. This picture was taken on New Year's eve and I hate it. It's supposed to motivate me to eat better and exercise. I hate how wide I look. Believe it or not, but I'm the biggest out of all of my sisters. I hate my love handles, I hate the indentation between them and my hips. I hate how big my hips are, I hate my stretch marks, I hate my flabby, saggy skin. I could go on. I know I have the excuse that I just had a baby 2 months ago but I feel like I could look better. I have slipped up several times and have had pop and other sweets. It's so hard to break the habit of buying them and having them in the house. Yesterday I made 2 dozen cupcakes and there are only 10 left. Not all of them were eaten by me, Jordan had a heavy hand in it too but he's skinny as a rail and actually wants to put weight on. So yeah, my body is my biggest insecurity.